Stars & Cigarettes

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She went to the bathroom and washed off the day. Put on some light make up and just went outside the house to smoke all her sorrows away. Looking pretty okay for a woman who’s sad. Thinking about the happy person she was yesterday.

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Self-Cruelty

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I am very cruel to myself. I demand perfection, but I am very lazy. I want to become great, but I fear the result of becoming misunderstood. I desire to be loved, but I panic at the thought of becoming rejected. I yearn to heal, but I long for the things that destroy me in the end.