My Poetry Collections ๐Ÿ’™

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Confessions of a Wallflower (2017) & I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction (2018) are available here: ๐Ÿ’™ They’re not the perfect Christmas gift, but they’re still something. ๐Ÿ™‚ Wishing you hope, love and healing this holiday season. ๐Ÿ’™


An Amazing Reader


Sarah Sellandย is now the official model of my poetry, prose, and quotes collectionย I Am The Architect of My Own Destructionย ๐Ÿ’™

You can purchase a copy now:ยย ๐Ÿ’™

I hope you give my poetry collection a chance

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You can purchase I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction on Amazon here:ย โœฟ

I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction


For those who feel suicidal, alone, destructive, broken, tired, lost, depressed, existential anxiety, pessimistic, detached from reality, sadly in love and the meaninglessness of human existence. This book is for you and me and for everyone whoโ€™s searching for survival, healing, recovery, and understanding.

I hope this poetry collection gives you the hope that you deserve. I hope this poetry collection brings out the dreamer thatโ€™s within your tender soul. I hope this poetry collection touches your heart in some way and encourage you to live your life despite the suffering because suicide is not a choice and thereโ€™s nothing selfish about wanting to end everything and all Iโ€™m simply saying is that you deserve to be okay and sometimes thatโ€™s better than happiness.ย 

Truthfully, I myself am not yet completely recovered, and I still feel suicidal sometimes, and itโ€™s a very dark place to be in and I want you to know that I created this collection inside that very dark place and I still want to live because I choose to believe that I am loved even if I donโ€™t matter much at all as a person. I choose to believe that I am loved and that matters. ๐Ÿ™‚

I Am The Architect of My Own Destructionย is available on Amazon. For every review, I promise to dedicate a piece of writing to you. ๐Ÿ™‚

You can purchase the book here:ยย โค

For Goodreads users, you can leave a rating/review here:ยย โค

I am deeply grateful for your support in this dark piece of my soul. ๐Ÿ™‚

I wish you all hope, love, and healing. โœฟย 

I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction โœฟ 06.30.18 โœฟ


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June 30, 2018.ย โœฟ I will make it available for pre-order soon. Thank you so much for those who want to purchase this. ๐Ÿ™‚ Iโ€™m going through a lot of pain right now, and this is the only thing that feels a little bit bright. So yeah, I am deeply thankful. โœฟ

Confessions of a Wallflower (Last Promotion) ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’

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Confessions of a Wallflower is my first poetry collection. I published this tender part of my soul when I was nineteen. I am 21 now, and a lot has changed for me. Confessions of a Wallflower is a really sad piece of literature but at the same time romantic, hopeful and deeply personal. It’s simply about surviving severe depression which until this day is not an easy task. Confessions of a Wallflower is really cheap for 300 pages, and it’s very easy to read. I only receive half a dollar for every person who chooses to purchase the book (it costs $9), and it’s not really about the money for me to be honest. It’s about something much greater like spreading hope because sometimes that’s the most powerful thing. So yeah this might be the last time I’ll promote Confessions of a Wallflower, and I suck at advertising or marketing or whatever. And if there’s only one thing I can say about this piece of literature, it’s this: it has been loved all over the world, and I am deeply grateful for everyone who has read it. The next collection I’ll be releasing soon will be very dark, simplistic and personal. I love you all.ย โœฟ

You can purchase Confessions of a Wallflower here:ยย โœฟ

Retiring My Book

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I may retire Confessions of a Wallflower soon so get it while you still can. A much better collection will be self-published in June. Wishing you all hope, love, and healing. โœจ