And
suddenly,
every sunset is you.
The death of another day
spent laughing together despite the blue.
I am hoping we will never end
for heaven knows you fill me with bright
when all hope seems lost, and I cease to fight.
You are my guardian angel,
my messenger of positive thoughts,
my fellow traveler towards that green light.
For
suddenly,
every sunset is you.
I love people who are aware of how sad, beautiful, and chaotic existence is and with that knowledge chooses to live a life of non-conformity. I love people who are rebels, who seeks the truth instead of the endless pursuit of survival when it comes to trying to fit it. I love people who are dreamers, lovers, and wanderers for their sense of a destination comes from following their hearts despite what sufferings their passions and desires may bring. I love people who are out of this world but still chooses to stay grounded to reality in some hope that one day it will be so much better than what they always wish for in those peaceful moments of staring at the stars.
I used to think emptiness was the absence of feeling; I was wrong. Emptiness is a feeling that doesn’t want to deal with other feelings because they’re too much.
I have this recurring bad dream that I’m running towards the light at the end of the tunnel as it fades away as the darkness sucks me back far beyond where I started.
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I think too much. I feel too much. I hold on to the things that destroy me, and I can’t move on.
—I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction, page 22
For those who feel suicidal, alone, destructive, broken, tired, lost, depressed, existential anxiety, pessimistic, detached from reality, sadly in love and the meaninglessness of human existence. This book is for you and me and for everyone who’s searching for survival, healing, recovery, and understanding.
I hope this poetry collection gives you the hope that you deserve. I hope this poetry collection brings out the dreamer that’s within your tender soul. I hope this poetry collection touches your heart in some way and encourage you to live your life despite the suffering because suicide is not a choice and there’s nothing selfish about wanting to end everything and all I’m simply saying is that you deserve to be okay and sometimes that’s better than happiness.
Truthfully, I myself am not yet completely recovered, and I still feel suicidal sometimes, and it’s a very dark place to be in and I want you to know that I created this collection inside that very dark place and I still want to live because I choose to believe that I am loved even if I don’t matter much at all as a person. I choose to believe that I am loved and that matters. 🙂
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I am deeply grateful for your support in this dark piece of my soul. 🙂
I wish you all hope, love, and healing. ✿
