Void

I used to think emptiness was the absence of feeling; I was wrong. Emptiness is a feeling that doesn’t want to deal with other feelings because they’re too much.

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September Nightmares

I have this recurring bad dream that I’m running towards the light at the end of the tunnel as it fades away as the darkness sucks me back far beyond where I started.

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Wallflower

I think too much. I feel too much. I hold on to the things that destroy me, and I can’t move on.

—I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction, page 22

I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

For those who feel suicidal, alone, destructive, broken, tired, lost, depressed, existential anxiety, pessimistic, detached from reality, sadly in love and the meaninglessness of human existence. This book is for you and me and for everyone who’s searching for survival, healing, recovery, and understanding.

I hope this poetry collection gives you the hope that you deserve. I hope this poetry collection brings out the dreamer that’s within your tender soul. I hope this poetry collection touches your heart in some way and encourage you to live your life despite the suffering because suicide is not a choice and there’s nothing selfish about wanting to end everything and all I’m simply saying is that you deserve to be okay and sometimes that’s better than happiness. 

Truthfully, I myself am not yet completely recovered, and I still feel suicidal sometimes, and it’s a very dark place to be in and I want you to know that I created this collection inside that very dark place and I still want to live because I choose to believe that I am loved even if I don’t matter much at all as a person. I choose to believe that I am loved and that matters. 🙂

I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction is available on Amazon. For every review, I promise to dedicate a piece of writing to you. 🙂

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I am deeply grateful for your support in this dark piece of my soul. 🙂

I wish you all hope, love, and healing. ✿