It would really mean so much for me as an independent writer. 💙💙💙
I understand actually, what it’s like to feel like the only way to understand the pain is to self-destruct. Real family or friends aren’t there all the time for me and most of the time loneliness consumes me when they’re nowhere to be found. That’s why there’s cigarettes, drugs, and alcohol because sometimes I don’t have that option that others have which is to reach out. But when I finally have the chance to talk to someone I don’t. I have a problem with trusting people, and I love sleeping pills too much.
I think too much. I feel too much. I hold on to the things that destroy me, and I can’t move on.
—I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction, page 22
The most difficult part of healing is loving yourself more than you deserve.