Never apologize for not being the same person other’s loved before the trauma. You are allowed to recreate yourself. You are allowed to reinvent your character, your sense of style and your hobbies. You are allowed to redefine your goals, your values and your vision of what makes a fulfilling life. That’s how you transform from being a victim towards becoming the survivor of your dreams.
I love people who are aware of how sad, beautiful, and chaotic existence is and with that knowledge chooses to live a life of non-conformity. I love people who are rebels, who seeks the truth instead of the endless pursuit of survival when it comes to trying to fit it. I love people who are dreamers, lovers, and wanderers for their sense of a destination comes from following their hearts despite what sufferings their passions and desires may bring. I love people who are out of this world but still chooses to stay grounded to reality in some hope that one day it will be so much better than what they always wish for in those peaceful moments of staring at the stars.
find a stillness in you,
a river of peace.
make a boat,
make it simple and don’t rush.
and take your time.
for the resources of your boat.
for your strength and ingenuity.
and take your time
for the current and the wind to be in favor with your pace.
are a sailor of destiny
towards the unknown with soft faith.
down into the fall you go
and finally, an ocean of serendipity.
seagulls of enlightenment.