August 9, 2018


I understand actually, what itโ€™s like to feel like the only way to understand the pain is to self-destruct. Real family or friends arenโ€™t there all the time for me and most of the time loneliness consumes me when theyโ€™re nowhere to be found. Thatโ€™s why thereโ€™s cigarettes, drugs, and alcohol because sometimes I donโ€™t have that option that others have which is to reach out. But when I finally have the chance to talk to someone I donโ€™t. I have a problem with trusting people, and I love sleeping pills too much.