I’m scared of falling in love with you because I can’t see you because you’re so far away from where I live. And I know that love is not and never was not about proximity but love is and always was something I wasn’t sure of until I met you. And I’m scared because I am now faced with great certainty that I don’t know what to do but be subjected to self-doubt that maybe only in great proximity is where I’ll fall in love with you. Because there I can’t have you. Because there I can always love you without expecting you to love me back.