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I’m tired. I think I’m slowly descending into deeper depression. And I don’t know what to do. I have no will-power to do things.

I have tons of quotes/pieces that I haven’t posted, but I don’t feel like posting anymore. 

And I’m not sure where to go with my book now. It’s about love. And love feels like a home I never lived in. 

I hate my life. 

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  1. Weariness. I feel it, I carry it. I ask for one more breath, one more poem, one more page turned. This day may be a hard one to put behind you Juansen, but in the darkest of places I am finding light and love can penetrate. May I be a light in your darkness. You are not alone, and your life, your soul touches mine.

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  2. Then hate that love, coz love has nothing on you. Love is what we see feel and give. Can we ever give that for ourselves. My grandma used to say “ayusin mo sarili mo, lahat yan mawawala.” I miss my lola Vergie. She held my sanity intact.

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  3. Friend, never give up on love. It’s all around you, but sometimes it is hard to find. Your words are beautiful and so is your soul. You are needed, unique, and precious. Your writing gives something extraordinary to the world. Don’t ever stop. If you ever need someone to talk to, I am here, though I don’t know you. Remember- you matter. Have a good night, my best wishes to you. I am here.

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  4. Sometimes, by writing, we find out things that we never knew. Maybe as you push through the writing, you will come to find out more about that the subject that seems so abstract and distant, is actually quite close you in different forms than you expected.

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  5. just dropping by to say…stay strong. it doesn’t matter much, but I feel you, I’ve been in a bad fit of depression the past month, too. Just posting today because cursed child is out lol. but yeah…huuugs.

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  6. You know…It’s okay to take a break. Everyone needs a break once in a while. Do what you have to do. Sometimes we need to nourish ourselves, in order to give back to people. Cry, rage in your room, punch a hole in the wall (And then remembering to plaster that hole, lol), draw…And then after doing all that, always remember that there’s always someone out there for you, waiting patiently, to read your work. You are not a solitary drop of water in the ocean, you are surrounded by other similar droplets, big and small 🙂 If you need anyone to talk to, we are always here!

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  7. If you are tired, then rest. Rest your body and your mind. Breathe in and out and find release. it will be okay. Ray of sunshine are always peaking around the next corner, no matter how fleeting.

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  8. Depression has you in it’s grip right now.
    Do what you do to take care of yourself.
    Seek help as you need to.
    Be gentle with yourself.
    Know you have people you can talk to, even if you don’t know them in person.
    I’m always here.
    I suffer from depression to.
    You are not alone.
    remember, if you need more help, get it.
    Be sure to show self love.
    The most needed type of love there is.

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