Crying Inside My Messy Room
“My room is not messy.
My mind is.
Maybe I’ve lost it with all this mess.”
I’m afraid I may commit suicide in the future.
Crying Inside My Messy Room
“My room is not messy.
My mind is.
Maybe I’ve lost it with all this mess.”
I’m afraid I may commit suicide in the future.
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Clear your mind as well as room ,think positive
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Thanks for the advice 🙂
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Most welcome ,god bless
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My mind is messy, too, and I always think I’m going to commit suicide in the future, but I never do, and neither shall you, because I feel you are a warrior, just like me….so just hang on even when you slip…just fucking hang on.
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Thank you Athena 🙂 Always hang on too 🙂
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oh…and my room is messy, too.
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Can’t go committing suicide when it’s all in your head. Feel your pain, but you should know, it gets better. Unexpectedly sometimes.
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It does get better sometimes 🙂 Thanks 🙂
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Your poem could be my words, but we need you. Don’t go anywhere, there is light at the end of the tunnel. Put one thing away each day.
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Maybe you’re right 🙂 Thanks for your caring words 🙂
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I totally get what you are saying. My husband has always said he know how I am doing emotionally by how messy the kitchen counter gets. When my head is befuddled, I look at it and can’t begin to figure out what to do.
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My mind is actually the one that’s messy. Cleaning your surroundings would help you feel better in a way 🙂 Thank you for sharing 🙂
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Make use of the suffering. Find a purpose
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Thanks 🙂
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The mess is your blessing in disguise. I have to remind myself of this every day… I know it doesn’t seem like it but it is… Hang in there. And watch the light shine from your darkness…
We need you with us.
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Thank you 🙂
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Don’t even mention it. Just hang on.
🙂
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Don’t give up your hope. ❤ The sun will take away all the darkness one day. Wait for the miracle..while I do the same too!
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Thank you 🙂
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Stay thinking positive! Things will get better. You’re talented at poetry btw!
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Thank you 🙂 It will get better.
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Yes. Pain sucks. But as the sister of someone who lost the battle to mental illness, I can tell you that suicide is about as messy as it gets. Pain DOES suck but it makes us human. And as someone who as entertained the thought earlier in my life, I can tell you that other things are in store for you. Sending you strength.
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Thank you 🙂
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Are you still having thoughts of suicide? There are too many people that read this and didn’t say anything regarding your comment… 1-800-273-TALK … please don’t think there aren’t people ready to help you…you’re a strong person to recognize there may be an issue. So don’t hesitate to call if you’re feeling blah. Have a good Friday
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Thank you for this 🙂 I live in the Philippines and I do know my country’s suicide hotline. Have a good Friday too 🙂
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Don’t. If you did, how am I going to read the poems that are still kept inside of you? I got a messy mind too, messier would be a good word, but they are trying to organize their selves.I just hope they don’t try too hard. Haha.
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My mind is messier haha. And yeah. Keep your mind messy. Don’t try too hard.
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Messy minds are the new norm haha
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Wait, we got a suicide hotline? How come I am not aware of that? What is it? Oh, I live in the Philippines too.
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http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international/philippines-suicide-hotlines.html I wasn’t. I just googled it when I made the comment. Haha. Awesome! Where in the Philippines?
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Awesome, may ganyan pala dito. And oh, I’m living here in Cavite. You? 🙂
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Paranaque 🙂
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I’ve also thought about suicide many times now but I never did. Hang on there bro. Btw, may suicide hotline pala? Cool.
P.S My mind is messier than my room lol
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Meron pero hindi ko pa natry. Haha. Malinis naman kasi room mo!
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Wag mo na itry. 🙂 Bakit magulo ba kwarto mo? Hahaha
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Maganda na magulo haha 😉
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Hahaha ayusin mo kasi. Sayang ganda pag magulo lol
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Maayos kwarto ko. Hindi ako tamad mag ayos. Haha :p
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Hahaha okay sabi mo eh
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Hi Juansen Deep! Thank you for liking my poem “The Tunnel!” Best Wishes. The Foureyed Poet.
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You’re welcome 🙂
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