Heaven or Cease to Exist?

The Choice

“If I were to be given the choice to cease to exist or go to heaven.

I would choose to cease to exist.

I don’t want eternal life nor eternal damnation.

I don’t want eternal suffering.

Neither do I want eternal pleasure.

Like a newborn baby before it was brought to this world.

I would choose to cease to exist.”

Sometimes I wonder whether or not the afterlife is real. Some people believe in an afterlife because it gives them hope and comfort. But for me, it’s more relaxing to feel that sense of closure while I’m on my deathbed, that I have lived a meaningful and fulfilling life. Thanking the universe for my existence. As the universe recycles me once again for the better good.